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Explanation... you want?

Sun Apr 26, 2009, 5:55 AM
  • Mood: Movingon
  • Listening to: Love is War - Hatsune Miku
  • Playing: with a conure
I came back to this account just to get rid of a few of my deviations, and I found a few notes in my inbox from some random people who stumbled upon my pieces. They asked me if I could give them a bit more of a detailed reasoning why I left, and WHERE I left to. I'm surprised I got a message like that... From people I don't know, really.

Okay. I'll try to explain to you why I left a bit better. You see, I had just begun to worry about others' opinions on me. Some have called me fanart whores in the past, and that all I submit are sketches. So, I thought about it for a while, and I packed up and left. I saw a new name to go under, and I liked it. I'm no longer Brayissimo. I didn't want people to know/remember me from screenshots, messy sketches, and wannabe-poetry. I wanted a bit more than that... To prove that I could get better. To make that easier, I made a new account.

But now I know that I left for immature reasons. I shouldn't care about what people think of me. I draw what I want, and that's final. I should have realized that I can't please everyone I met, and I should just be me.

However, when I realized that... I had gotten too 'attached' to my new account and its cleaner history. Hence, I didn't really care about Brayissimo anymore. I mean, I came to DA to show people my pieces and art. Not to please people. I should have just expressed my individuality in art in the first place.

So, sorry about the inadequate journal before. I should have added a bit more details.

Oh, and if you guys are STILL wondering where I left... ~Kromix There ya go.

This really isn't working for me.

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 7, 2008, 9:20 AM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
Hahaa... I really have no life, do I? ^^

Anyways... I don't wish to exaggerrate or anything, but...
My teacher assigned us a 'Make your own country' project. Hence, I need to use the internet yet again.
To make this easier for me, I'll screw the whole taking a break idea.
I really appreciate everyone who commented on my previous journal. ^^
It's always the thought that counts. You guys rock! :glomp:

*sigh* On January, I discovered DA when I was reading :iconrayfan:'s Piranha at fanfiction.net. I tend to be a lurker, yes. *nod, nod*
I can't believe I'm leaving this account so soon.
But let's get straight to the point from here...
I'll be leaving to another account now. I just want a clean start, y'know?
I trust you guys are smart. I believe you'll be able to find me yourself, yes?
But if you have TOO much of a problem, just email me on MSN, which can be found under my 'Devious Info'.

The only time I'll come back to this account is to upload :iconprincess-althenia: and [link] 's birthday gifts.

Sooo... I guess that's it.

Adios, amigos! = )

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 30, 2008, 4:47 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
For some odd reason, I've been rather stressed lately. In this case, I have absolutely no idea why. I have everything I ever wanted, I've got a nice family, I'm doing well in school...
I just don't know. And I appreciate everything. Sure, I can be an ingrate, but...

I lose inspiration in my drawings. I look at them and something's always missing. I. just. don't. know. DA makes me look at my pieces in a whole different way. I lose pride in my work, and I just go all 'WTF is that?!' when I look at them. As you may have noticed, I began scrapping a whole bunch of my art. I have reasons why.

That's it. No more rambling on. I'll just get straight to the point from here. I think it might do me some good if I stay away from the computer for a while. I'll spend time with my family and friends.
I can't be stuck in a pixelized world forever, can I?
So, yes. I'll be leaving for some time. I'll probably be back after New Years.

See you in 2009 everyone! ^^ I promise I'll bring back a few deviations when I return.

Hoozah...

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 23, 2008, 3:45 PM
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
It's near Thanksgiving. The time to give thanks to everything you have... Although I tend to do it a tad silently. At least I get to meet with my family.

But that's not the point to this journal. It seems Internet Explorer simply isn't my cup of tea lately. Basically 1/3 of the windows I have end up freezing, then I have to close it, re-open it, and so on. Anyone else have this little problem? (Kinda pissing me off lately)

Ah, and... My science teacher (My favorite. I kind of look up to him as a rather friendly figure. I simply can't SEE him as my teacher! A friend, perhaps. Who teaches me. About genetics.) had a stroke recently, and ended up going to the hospital... *groan* I'm quite worried about him. Hope he'll be all right. Once I find out his email address, I might draw something for him. Until then... We're stuck with the substitute. Whom I; by the way, am not a huge fan of.
Heck, my mom was even thinking about visiting my *original* teacher in the hospital! We'll bring balloons and teddy bears. =3 I don't care what he says.

On the side note, I'm kind of thinking about transferring to a new account. Clean slate, you know. Although, it would be a hastle to restart everything... Got any advice? Do you think I should stay, or go?

*small rant* Soooo... I understand that video game hackers payed for the AR and everything... And that's perfectly fine with me. Their money, they get to spend it on what they want. I happen to have one myself (I never EVER hack stats, by the way. That's just pathetic. I only use it when ABSOLUTELY, ABSOLUTELY-LUTELY necessary, as it may end up corrupting the entire file.). But honestly... People are starting to STEAL each others' Pokemon on Wi-Fi? Are ya kidding me?! That's ridiculous! Why doesn't anyone nowadays raise their own? Ugh. Now I've got this itchy, paranoid feeling at the back of my neck when I battle on Wi-Fi... Freakin' snaggers...

Oh, yes, yes, yes! I forgot! Anyone have Dawn of the Dragon? *eyes a few of her watchers, knowing they have it* I'm kind of interested in it, considering I used to play Spyro all the time back in the days.
I've heard positive and negative reviews. But I'd appreciate it more if you feel me in a bit, since Wii games are a bit expensive.

Five days later....

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 16, 2008, 10:56 AM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Wind Waker Credits Theme
  • Playing: Animal Crossing: Wild World
And I already have a new journal. Enjoy my mild journal spam filled with useless crap, people! :D

Ooookaaaaay... So, I went to the doctors on Friday. The measured me... Guess how tall I am? Four foot, eleven inches... and a quarter. You're saying... EVER SINCE I WAS IN 3RD GRADE, I ONLY GREW A QUARTER OF AN INCH?! YOU'RE CRAZY! Yes. I was this tall ever since I was in 3rd grade. While my classmates are already, like, six feet. *sigh* But to be honest, I don't mind being short-ish. The shorter you are, the longer you live, as they say.

On a side note, I'm lurking on more video game communities, you know? Many people are talking about the Raving Rabbids TV Party thingy. You can watch the intro here: [link]

To be honest, I feel kind of sorry for Rayman. I'm not a fan as I used to be, but I admit that he's still as cute and peppy as usual.
However, I'm not going to make a huge fuss about this, like I did a while ago. Let's say that some of my friends popped some sense into me... Er-hem! As usual... Hem! It's not going to do any good if you complain your head off for your favorite character. Like the companies are going to pay attention to you. I highly doubt that. Besides, Ubisoft HAS hinted of an action Rayman platformer in a few years. Therefore, it should satisfy both the Rabbid and the Rayman fans, hence, settling the war going on between those two communities.

It seems that my mom reserved some video game for Christmas. I was just browsing through the used games in GameStop, minding my own business, until I heard the dude at the desk and my mom chattering away. They mentioned the words 'reserve' and ' Pokemon' (Damn smilies... Isn't there a way to turn 'em off?). After I asked what she did, she acted as if nothing ever happened. I may be ignorant, but I'm not deaf. ;) I really appreciate her thought. I think it's Shadows of Almia... I'm not the biggest fan of the Ranger games, but I still thank her very much. :heart: I should get her something nice too.

Ah yes. I have been trying to make up characters of my own too. Nothing too fancy. They'll probably have, like, 95% of animal attributes. Not much human-like or 'bipedal' features in any way... Unless it's natural like that. For example. Take a bear. Which do they prefer? Being on four, or walking on two? Uuugh, me and my curiosity... Oh, and are they quadrupedal, or bipedal? Gah, I'm an idiot...

And I've been thinking about changing my style a bit. It's difficult, needless to say. I'm thinking about doing a bit of that comical appearance on few of the characters I draw. I can't be all-out anime. I need... art variety. Yeah, that's it.

P.S. WHEN IS THIS COLD GONNA GO AWAY?!

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